Ministry
Our acts of service and kindness and charity are surely indispensable, but Jesus is very clear that we must also share by a profession of faith our relationship with Him. I've frequently felt led to tell my story, and when I do so it feels completely natural and done out of love...
But I have to wonder sometimes if there is really any good reason to not literally go out and tell everybody. See, my common sense tells me that's a bad idea. Of course, my common sense also once apparently had no problem leading me out on the fourteenth story ledge of a hotel to get stoned out of my mind, debating on whether it would be a good idea to jump or not. This was obviously before my conversion. The point is that I don't know how much of what I "think" I should trust. Though I have been made new, and much better than common sense I have the Spirit to rely on.
Up until very recently I thought door-to-door evangelists were going about things all wrong. Now, I'm not so sure. I wonder if it is only out of fear for my own ego that keeps me from really pushing.
And so my question is about the pushing. Is it right for me to wait until the moments when I feel truly lead by the Spirit to share? I have done this to this point. Or should I be reeeeaally going out of my way to spread the gospel?
As an aside, I still don't believe that the guys standing out on street corners with signs telling everyone they're going to hell have an effective ministry or that this is led by God.
But do I know that for a fact?
According to Brother Yun, every Christian in China is also an evangelist. They great each other by asking how many people they brought to the Lord today! I don't know about you, but that blows my mind.
Is the stubborn, heard-it-already Western attitude an excuse to be silent? Is it biblical to just be a good example in hopes that someone will ask you about your faith? Or should we really be so bold that we annoy people?
Honestly, I don't really know. Which is why I'm asking. :)
